It's sunshine after the rain

It started as a lil conversation between us, and it ended up as a group talk, with me listening to each of their view. At the end, there were tears and laughter. And mom had to come in and witness. Yikes !

I'm so glad we talked things out...

I'll always love you ... Alicia, Andrew and Abby. Muahss !

Tonight...

Tonight, I am feeling a lil emo. A common term in our Manglish - Malaysian English. The word translates to feeling emotional, depressed, mixed up. Anyone with a better definition? I don't know what made me feel like this tonite, it's prob a series of things that happened these few days. I hate that I'm feeling so moody lately, it's almost like an emotional rollercoaster - cheerful, happy, determined, notti, empty, and sometimes lost. What exactly am I looking for? What do I want?

Tonight, I'm thinking about someone, infact it's not just tonight, i thought about how much we cared for each other, how he makes me laugh, and how i kept the whole lot of texts from him in my phone. It's funny how things are sweet between us, but it just ain't goin anywhere. i'm missing you hun.

Tonight, I'm sitting here , browsing through the long list of friends on my facebook, which is 633 friends at the moment. It got me thinking, who are all these ppl ? When was the last time I met some of them?Staying friends, takes effort from both sides...that's what I think. I'm ashamed to admit that I probably keep in touch with just 10% of them, or maybe less. So , I went on and click on them randomly and dropped them a note.

Tonight, I'm sitting here, writing halfway, and I find myself dumbfounded... I don't know what to write next... so tonight, I 'll have my first unfinished post...

A visit to the dentist

I had to visit my dentist the other day, one of my tooth required some fillings. Too much of sweets in NZ, it must be. So I went over to the dentist at 9am in the morning, I didn't have any appointments made, well I did, but it was on 20th Oct, and my tooth can't wait that long.. that was why I decided to walk in and wait all day till the dentist was free to attend to me. I was called into the surgery room ( that was written on the door!) at 10.30am, and I sat there on the dentist chair waiting for her to attend to me. The anticipation was worst than getting inked - It was a similar chair at the tattoo parlour. The dentist was a nice young lady, I don't know why but I always thought that Dr. Mah was a middle aged Chinese woman. She told me that the damage on my tooth was only moderate and not as serious as I thought it was. The whole process + scaling was done in about an hour's time. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was. Phew.. mission of the day accomplished - Tooth was patched.

memories of the past..

I spent a day with a dear friend, he wanted some company and suggested karaoke, and I agreed. So we sang our heart out for almost 3 hours. I pity the people in the room next to us, cos they had to put up with my horrible singing.

As I walked around Sg Wang, memories of my working days came flashing through my mind. As we made our way to Pavilion for a drink, vivid memories of the many lunches and shopping trips I had appeared before me. We finally decided to have a drink in La Bodega, I decided that I've had enough beer and wine in the past 6 months, so I settled for a refreshing smoothie, and my friend had a German beer. I shared with him my many stories in NZ, mainly about the many people whom I crossed paths with, and also about him. Memories of that first walk, and the first text, the first choc treat, it was all so clear. Being back here in KL, in familiar environments that were once a daily scene, made me feel like I was in a dream for the past 6 months, and everything that happened was just memories, well sweet ones at least.

We spent a goof few hours chatting, and decided to leave before the rush hour. Once again, I walked the familiar path down to KLCC, we were going to take the LRT. I've only been away for 6 months, how would one feel, if one has been away for years? Is it just me that is feeling emotional?

A song that reminded me of Chez La Mer