the night i cried

It was a great night.. movie and dinner (though the jap food which i have been craving didn't happen - it was KFC instead), and i ended up with lotsa choccies, green tea, lemon green tea - all from marks n spencers.. he likes to shop there..

i got down from the car and walked back to my house.. waited bout 10 mins before my sister realised that i was outside the gate.. urm harlo? the curtains are down.. but nyways, thanks sissy for always waiting up for me.

went up to my room, and there i was breaking down into tears, sissy noticed it and asked why, was there a fight again? no there wasn't one.. then what happened she asked?

i spilled out the whole conversation to sissy and as i was doing it, tears just kept streaming down my face.. i was really sad, but at the same time i know what took place was for the better..though words have been said over n over again.. but this time it feels a little more final..thanks dear for everything. of all the things i ever wanted.. i really want you to happy again..

then i went to bed..feeling blank...


thought for now : an emo post to start my day?

it's friday again

Friday already? mm.. always have that " i dunno what to wear" syndrome on Thursday night, at one point, i told myself to stop buyin casual outfits and must give priority to work clothes..
and then when i open up my wardrobe, i seriously have nothing to wear for Fridays ler ! have lotsa tops... but.. no bottoms ! first thing on my to-do list, get a pair of jeans ! must do that soon, if not ppl are goin to realise that i'm wearing the same few skirts every Friday.. ( oops.. now they know)

darn it's a min to 8.30pm already

let's hope the hours get pass really quickly. can't wait for 5.30pm ! am goin to Zouk tonight with some friends.. hmm it's been a while since i partied.. hehe

it has been quiet.. calm, rational, casual? all in all it has been good for the past 2 weeks at least..

until last nite..

it was one of those moments that i dread.. one of the long conversation that doesnt get anywhere..
i hate myself for being like that, the angry and furious me.. the me who gets ticked off by the slightest wrong word...

then i ask myself why? and i hear a " i dunno"

is that really the answer? or i just dun wan to admit that i know the answer?

Made of Honor

It was a great movie !

Frantically, flipping the section on movie listing, and finding the best time slot or more like the most available slot for a movie. IOI , The curve, GSC 1 U, TGV kepong, and found it ! TGV One Utama... Made of Honor, 10pm . that was the closest we could get, the rest were screening at 9.30 , 9.45 and the next would be at 11.30 / 11.45 pm.

Made it to One U by 9.50 and rushed upstairs to TGV in the old wing of the mall, luckily there wasn't too much of a queue.. after a few customers, it was our turn.

" 2 tickets for Made of Honor, 10 o'clock"

" here, 2nd row from the back, in the middle"

"That's great !"

and we got it ! yay! Smuggled in a can of Nescafe as I - Ms Like-to-sleep-in-the-cinema needed one and we are one our way.Missed my favourite part, which is the ads, only managed one, but oh well, that's fine.

The movie was very much like the review I read in the newspaper today, and we all know there will be a few spottable cliches.. but then again, me likey romantic movies !! so who cares??
The cineplex was pretty pack, and only the first 3 rows were still empty.. the rest of it was pretty filled up. we sat back and enjoyed the movie..Throughout the movie, was trying to recall what other movie that I've seen Michelle Monaghan in.. and i believe it was a recent movie that I've watched.. just did some quick googling, and my guess was correct.. it was Heartbreak Kid.

I personally liked the way the friendship was between Patrick Dempsey and Monica.. that stirs a thought then, is a platonic friendship that hard to maintain?

hmmmm...

now only i realised that i can actually put up a post without a title. jakunnya aku.
hate putting a title.. as it does not neccessarily reflects the whole post.. and it's not like a few words can sum it up..

hmm.. if i ever write a book, what would i name it?

i'm kinda messed up for the day.. a lot has been goin through my mind.. was trying to finish up the reports that i need to submit by the end of the day, and as my brain wasn't working properly, i reckon boss will return it all to me on Monday and question me bout it.
sigh..

can't help being distracted with sissy's uni applications stuff, called dad and he sounds very pissed off, and infact stressed out should be the word to describe his state then... i understands his frustration too.. sissy has been putting her decisions on hold for quite some time, not that we want to nag her, but we are really concern.. girl, if you are reading this, i hope you really understand what we have been trying to tell you.

it's Friday again. kinda dread Fridays now.. cos there's loads of stuff to do. . and everyone is leavin early and i want to as well.. but ..sometimes.. there are just so much unfinished work.. sigh